futsu
26 November 2020 @ 08:11 pm





hyde x tetsuya fanfiction  
by futsu~

 
 
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futsu
01 March 2013 @ 02:01 pm
New pic on ohp and I just sitting here crying T.T

L'Arc March 2013

Oh L'Arc.. I'll love you forever and ever..
 
 
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futsu
09 February 2013 @ 11:35 am
Jadi, baru-baru ini aku 'kepeleset' masuk dalam sebuah fandom.
Nazuchan cerita kalau dia baru baca sebuah artikel tentang "K-pop Secrets", isinya tentang segala juicy truth dibalik glamournya dunia kpop, rahasia selebritis dan scandalnya. Ada satu topik yang menarik perhatianku, tentang member boyband yang ternyata gay (Fyi, aku mendukung hak-hak LGBT, menurutku manusia adalah makhluk bebas dengan hak-hak sama). Member boyband ini dikabarkan memiliki hubungan spesial dengan salah satu member bandnya. Walaupun sekarang (mungkin) sudah putus, tapi mereka pernah memiliki hubungan spesial itu.

Aku jadi penasaran. Well, I'm a ficcer, hal juicy kayak gini bisa jadi bahan tulisan. Dan ku mulai research tentang pasangan/ pairing ini. Dan yang kutemukan bener-bener jaw dropping, mengesankan, ku ternganga dan tepuk tangan, salut untuk pairing ini.

Apa yang kutemukan? well.. it's a sensitive topic, so I won't tell you the glory detail. Intinya, mereka benar pernah 'in relatonship'. Bayangkan, superstar di sebuah negara homophobic. Jika mereka 'ketahuan' apa yang mereka miliki akan hancur, kesuksesan dan ketenaran mereka justru akan jadi bahan bakar utama kehancuran mereka. So, it's a secret relationship, tapi itu tidak mempengaruhi keindahan hubungan mereka, they loved each other and that was beautiful.

Masalahnya, nothing last forever. Seperti cerita dongeng atau film, banyak rintangan menghadang (halah). Dan sayangnya, mereka kalah (untuk saat ini). Apa yang mereka miliki nggak bisa dipertahankan, terlalu banyak yang dikorbankan, terlalu banyak yang akan tersakiti. Jadi mereka mengalah, they go separate ways.

It's sad actually.
Ternyata cinta nggak selalu menang, there's money, power, culture in between.

Aku cuma berharap keputusan yang mereka ambil adalah keputusan terbaik untuk mereka, dan pada akhirnya mereka akan bahagia, mungkin dengan orang lain, atau mungkin kembali bersama saat situasi-nya sudah berbeda, who knows..

Hiraukan curhatan random saya, aku cuman pengen ngeluarin yang ada di kepala.
 
 
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futsu
13 December 2012 @ 10:40 am
I'll make it fast.
It's final year for HD Holidays, so many great fics and beautiful arts.
But this two particular fics grabs my heart and soul.

A Song, Incomplete

and

Here's The Pencil, Make It Work

I want to live in those fics...
 
 
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futsu
07 November 2012 @ 10:57 am
Finnaly It's here.
My [DVD] TETSUYA – LIVE SELECTION 2010-2012

Oh Tetsuya..

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I Love you. I do.
 
 
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futsu
20 June 2012 @ 08:15 pm
Just found this:



"What if I threw it all away.. and loved you, maybe it will ease your pain"

And I weep.. T_T
 
 
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futsu
18 June 2012 @ 11:54 am
This fic is perfect in every single way.
Cute, lovely, I love both harry and draco, their relationship is sweet and so full of love! the cuteness level is above 9000 *nods*

dear mystery author, I salute you.

Title: Domestic
Author: ???
Pairing(s): Harry/Draco, mentions Ron/Hermione
Summary: Harry finds a stray and decides to take him home.
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: All Harry Potter characters herein are the property of J.K. Rowling and Bloomsbury/Scholastic. No copyright infringement is intended.
Warning(s): None
Epilogue compliant? Nope
Word Count: ~55,000

Domestic

ETA
the author is frostywonder
thank you so much dear..
 
 
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futsu
30 May 2012 @ 10:03 pm
heh  

So, futchu, your LiveJournal reveals…

You are… 0% unique, 20% peculiar, 27% interesting, 33% normal and 20% herdlike (partly because you, like everyone else, enjoy stuff). When it comes to friends you are normal. In terms of the way you relate to people, you are keen to please. Your writing style (based on a recent public entry) is intellectual.

Your overall weirdness is: 28


(The average level of weirdness is: 28.
You are weirder than 63% of other LJers.)


Find out what your weirdness level is!

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futsu
28 May 2012 @ 08:37 am


Don't know when, don't know where, but knowing that they'll be back is enough for me to weep for days.

Thank you L'Arc, I'll make sure you guys come back to my country!
 
 
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futsu
22 May 2012 @ 08:35 pm
It's been a while since I read a heart whelming, gorgeous, beautiful harry/draco fic. It's makes my heart flutter, I love every single word of it. I don't want the fic to end, if possible I want to live in it.

It's by lettered, one of my favorite author. ah~ I wish I had half of her talent.

Title: The Way Down
Rating: r
Length: 70,000 words
Warnings: later, there may be sex.
Characters: Harry/Draco, past Harry/Ginny
Epilogue: not epilogue compliant
Summary: Malfoy’s all, “Come out of there,” the way you say to a cat who is badly behaved. And Harry’s all like, “No, what, I’m a hermit! And I have a chest-monster! And I am crazy magically powerful!” and Malfoy’s all, “We all have problems, bub.” (thoughtfully) “You are crazy though. I’ll give you that.”

here
 
 
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